


For The First Time

by Writerandreader



Category: iCarly
Genre: Hurt-Comfort, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2011-06-13
Updated: 2011-06-13
Packaged: 2015-02-18 20:25:22
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 610
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7079538/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2367686/Writerandreader
Summary: Sam always knew she felt something for Freddie. When another girl steals him from her, Sam fights for her man. Is this really what Sam's been waiting for? Seddie.





	For The First Time

For the first time I could remember, I, Sam Puckett, was crying.

It wasn't fair that the one boy I loved didn't love me back. I wanted so desperately to tell him but I couldn't.

For once, I was scared.

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><p>The rain fell on my head, soaking my blonde hair. The rain mixed in with my tears, trailing down my face. I didn't care. My heart was shattered, feelings ripped apart, and my whole summer already destroyed. I pressed up against the wall and wrapped my arms around myself.<p>

"Sam, Freddie wants to see you." Melanie said in my doorway.

I quickly wiped my cheeks and climbed back inside.

Freddie was in the doorway then, his face a simple mask without any emotion.

For a minute, neither of us spoke. I didn't want to have to break the silence. It was too much for me.

Freddie was the one to speak up. "So, I broke up with Jessica."

I didn't say anything. Inside, my heart was gleaming.

"Sam, Carly told me what happened."

"Like it matters." I said softly.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

I looked away, my hair covering the side of my face.

"Sam." He said, louder and fiercer.

I stood up, my hair falling from my shoulders. "You don't feel the same way, Freddie. You never will."

"I never said that."

"You didn't have to, Freddie. I just know."

He walked closer to me, still keeping a couple feet between us. "It's not true, Sam."

"Yes, it is." I said, tears spilling out again.

"Sam, please don't cry." He said softly, getting close enough to brush my tears away.

I turned my face away, practically flinching away from his touch.

"Sam…"

"Freddie, I've never loved anyone other than you. I barely even know what love is. But… I'm not ready for another heart break."

He pulled me into his arms. "You kissed me twice. Why didn't you say anything?"

"I-I didn't want you to… reject me." I said softly, wrapping my arms around him.

"You're my best friend, Sam."

"Why would I be your friend?"

"Getting back to the same old Sam, I see."

I laughed and looked away.

"Sam, I love you, too."

"What?"

"I… I love you."

I stared up at him. "I-I-"

He pressed his lips to mine and crushed his body to mine.

"Freddie, I'm wet."

He shrugged. "Oh, well." He pushed me up against the wall, pinning our bodies together.

His mouth moved mine at the same time, his hands moving from the wall to my shoulders. As his hands slid down my wet clothes, his fingers grazed the sides of my boobs until his hands were over my chest. He kissed down my jaw to my neck, nipping lightly.

I gasped as he lifted my shirt up, pulling it over my head. "Freddie…"

"Sam, I want you." He whispered against my neck, his warm breath leaving my neck feeling wet.

I shivered. "Freddie, I'm a virgin."

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><p>Maybe I wasn't so fragile. Maybe the walls I had built up were only made of sand. Maybe they just need Freddie. Maybe <em>I<em> just needed Freddie.

For the first time, I felt whole. Not only because Freddie loved me or because I had given myself up to him. I had found myself and that's all I needed.

I needed Freddie to fill the emptyness I had felt for so long. My tough charade was simply a lonely girl with a heart that needed filled. And Freddie was there to fill every need.


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